April 2013
2 posts
Job Opportunity!
Hey, so I have a great job opportunity for any that does photography. If you want to do it. let me know, ask questions. I do want to see the portfolio or have you come in on a night when me and the manager can have a look. Its going to be a photoshoot or a few shoots with strippers in the club I work at. if you might get offended because we are strippers please dont respond…
Lying ass motherfuckers...
We’ve been together for two months and you are just now telling me you have kids!!?!?!!???!? Wtf type shit is this? And now I’m hearing you have a damn girlfriend besides me…
You tell me my customers are liars and deceitful manipulative bitches just like the girls I work with but now I’m seeing It might be you. I thought dating older would be better. But It seems the...
March 2013
9 posts
Gamblers trouble...
No I don’t have a gambling problem. I came here thinking I was just going to lose all my money gambling. But last night I kept getting lucky. I put $5 in one machine and after 5 minutes of almost losing it I turned it into $50. While yes I know that’s not alot… But to me It’s exciting ! I also did it again. So today shall be the day. I’m aiming higher. Wishes me...
urmomsnewfriend asked: How often do yu work?
February 2013
7 posts
4 tags
Bitches.
Yes I do have all right to call them bitches. A bitch is a female dog. If you act like a bitch then you are a bitch.
Unreasonable amounts of loyalty to a person or group of persons that cannot be justified and switching when one group has more of what you want or need is a bitch. Attitude when something or someone that “belongs” to you is in danger of being taken away from you is an...
Great drunk idea!
So as usual I was watching a Jenna Marbles video on YouTube. I watch her every week because she is very entertaining to me. If you have never seen her videos you should shoot yourself in the foot…
Anywhore, to the reason I’m making this. The video was called, ” What’s your drunk name?” And since 90%of my stripped life I am drunk or tipsy I figured this would relate...
January 2013
8 posts
Awesome ass app!
So being bored and trying to prove a point to someone about the zombie apocalypse I some stumbled across this app. No surprisingly not on stumbleupon either.
Any whore, it’s called zombie Booth. Totally free, totally cool and the next time I see him I will show how seriously I will not fair during the ZA.
But Yeah you should try it.
Boredom...
no 1 is awake and I totally just wanna go do something. bored out of my mind watching Kim Kardashian and love and hip-hop. I guess I’ll go to work in the morning.
Sinus Infection...
So… I thought I was getting the cold that my friends, family and job has been handing around. I didn’t. I got a sinus infection and it is now causing me to go deaf, again!
This is the second time in my entire life that I’ve gone deaf because of my sinus infection. Once I went blind because of one. But whatever. It sucks.
The house phone just rang, no one answered it. So I...
My birthday!
For some odd reason my birthday will never go as I want. Like this year I was hoping to spend it with him but he has class and work. On the same damn day and only 2 hours inbetween to see me. But I also have to go to work that day… I have no actual girlfriends soooo… I’m going to go to cheesecake factory and have my usual lunch and cake by myself. Then I might do a little...
Baker Cat! →
1 tag
How I've started 2013...
So, Here we go this is how my new years eve and up to midnight on 1/3/2013 is going.
New Years Eve: Got drunk at work. Taught the owners girlfriend how to deep throat. Lost my electronic cigarette (realized I only smoked cause I needed something to do…) Almost beat a bitches ass.
1/1/13: Slept until 430pm, got in from work at 630. Went to work. Cursed out my fiance and told him about...
New years...
I just want to say. Cause when you speak it, those things usually happen. How you spend your new years eve is not how your year will be.
I always thought it though. I tried to spend it with a guy so we would be together all year. Its false. A big ass lie. That kiss is bullshit, never worth it. I’m at work with shitty people in shitty ass moods. Um I don’t think so. Id rather spend it...
December 2012
2 posts
Engaged!
I know it seems soon. And to like 95% of people they will think its the easy way to fix my life. Idc that he is 32. Help knows what help wants. I know I would do anything but kill to have the lifestyle ive dreamt about.
Extra marine. Help is in college. Help has 2 cars his own place… And in january two cats answer a Kitten! (i.e. Thats my stage name…)
I get to bed a stay at home...
November 2012
6 posts
Feeling special.
Is it really all it cracks up to be? What is the point in feeling special if in the end you have no one to live through it with?
Why do anything to wrong to someone just so you feel important? I will never understand people. And on top of that you want to be noticed for something bad. You claim I dropped names and yours was one of them and I didn’t. You aren’t that big of a dealer...
Rock bottom.
I can honestly say I know what it means to hit rock bottom. Ive cared.about everyone else but me for so long. I need a little help.
Anonymous asked: The sexiest person ever!
Anonymous asked: Ms. Jackson, We should talk soon. Okay?"
Oh Web M.D. How much I appreciate you!
So. I just wanted to know some possibilities on why I get so moody, iritable, sleepy during the day, anxious and all that good stuff lately. And it’s because of exactly what I thought. I didn’t think me stopping cocaine and drinking would effect me like this, but guess who was wrong. Im not going to be able to sleep, Im not going to eat right, Im not going to act the same for about 4...
Vampire!
I THINK I’VE DONE IT YOU GUYS!!!!
I think I have finally come down with the virus I’ve always wanted in my entire life. No not HIV, I only tell ugly stalker guys that so they can stop bothering me…
I have not been able to get a nights rest in like 2 weeks. I sleep during the day and sit up bored as shit all night! Next is the need for blood and the amazing skin tone and hair....
October 2012
2 posts
Samhain 2012
Well, this has been the most lonely and depressing Wiccan New Year I have ever had. I have spent it all alone and wallowing in my own self pity. I’ve been like this for weeks. A month or more now. I’ve learned that I am not independent, and I know this now. But for this Wiccan Year I want to do better. I want to be better. I want to be the person I know I can be and I know going to a...
Houston Texas...
Well I guess it’s time to say it… Here I come like really.
On November 5th I will be taking my first actual train ride, and it will be headed first to DC, then to Illinois, then to Lousiana, and finally to Houston Texas. I will be starting over and quiet from there. I don’t exactly know what I will be doing down there or why but I mean it’s something better than staying...
May 2012
1 post
I will never believe ever again...
I’m sitting here realizing that everything you’ve said to me is always a lie. All I wanted was to be happy and it’s never going to happen whether you’re in my life or not. We cant be friends. You don’t want to do you? Don’t worry I took all the necessary steps to make sure you aren’t. You said you wanted to see me… cause you missed me. Yet I’m...
Dropped like a hot potato
I’m just so tired of the lies. You lied to me about the dumbest shit. At least I was open to you about everything! I told you why I did what I do and you couldn’t be host about small stupid shit. Fuck you. I don’t need either of you. In a week or so I’ll be used to being on my own. So ha! I don’t need all those fake, phony friends either. You are just associates in...
April 2012
2 posts
Looking towards the good... haha
I was so optimistic last week, I had job interviews and I got me an apartment. I let the love of my life go. He was unhappy… not fair to make him lose friends over me right?
so now I’m just not feeling so hopeful. I am not looking forward to anything. None of the jobs have called me back, I will be moving into an apartment all by myself. I’m stuck at a shitty club not making...
February 2012
1 post
The Love of my Life...
Im not writing this to show my insecurities in my relationship. Im not writing this because I’m too chicken to tell him how I feel…
I love this man too much to let him go again.
In High school we used to separate for a couple days, maybe a few weeks and then get back together but we were always there together. But two summers ago, our seperation went serious. The fact that he told...
December 2011
2 posts
Fuck Buddy or Relationship?
Ok, so I personally have no problem with just a sexual relationship. But I want it on my terms. When I want it I get it. It’s not just about you. It’s about me. Sex is always about the female. But I don’t understand wth happened? I mean you get mad because I tell you no? Oh well. Why is it that you now have an attitude with me, you straight ignored me for months and when we set a...
This was the best apology ever... →
November 2011
6 posts
Can someone help me?
A heading…
Can you guys please send me a heading that describes me that is fun and appropriate? I can’t think of anything!
4 tags
Thanksgiving? How ironic...
So, I just want to say that all in all I had a pretty ok Thanksgiving. Set aside from the fact that thanksgiving is a pretty fucked up ass holiday to keep celebrating I had a good time. I enjoyed time with family and was pretty annoyed at all millions of questions and statements that was made, but the food was good. My sister and Aunt really did it this year. Thanks you guys and to my Aunt Elmo I...
tumblrbot asked: WHAT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER WHEN YOU ARE IN A BAD MOOD?
